#aksually imagine

[haze02]

remember when kinksters would claim "aksually we're not any more likely to have mental illness or trauma than the vanillas! this study shows we're actually mentally healthier!" i haven't seen that in years. they've gone mask off and embraced that most subs are vulnerable women with sexual trauma and now the angle is "she has agency and needs to cope"

i genuinely cant imagine women who let themselves get hit in the face are “substantially less mentally ill!” than women who dont

[creativestalkerrs]

Dating Quackity Would Include; Head Canon

Anon asks; dating quackery includes head canon???

Yes! I hope you enjoy :) 

A/N; I’ll be doing the requests that are piling up... including the smut ones lmao

When you two first started to date, he would be so shy around you

Even when you two have been friends for a while

You thought he was so cute when he was shy

And when he was, you get on your tiptoes to kiss him

You two would have late-night discord calls

Aksel would heavily ship you two

His fans would agree with Aksel

You would call him a dumbass on stream (mostly in chat)

When he’s not working, you two would watch YouTube together

You guys would cuddle up next each other

And he’d play with your hair

And you would fall asleep

He could lay there for hours

You would help him edit videos

And he would help you edit yours

You two would be in each other's videos a lot

And you would bully him

Especially when its a video with Aksel

He deserves it anyways

But he’d be too nice to bully you

So Aksel would bully him more

Sometimes when he was gone for trips, he would send you something to make your day

Lots of good morning and goodnight texts

You two would send each other so many memes

Like a lot of memes

And you two would laugh so hard at those memes

But you would send him the wholesome memes here and there to express how much you loved him

He would say ‘I love you’ first 

You would be so thrown off by it that you just blush and stumble your words

He thought you were cute when you were all flustered

And after kissing him a million times, you would say it back

His fans would like you more then him

You were chill and arguably funnier than him on stream

He would get jealousy, but he would agree

You support him and Thanos so much

But you would fight with Thanos sometimes

He would take you out on picnics

And would take you exploring on dates

You two would find a field and eat some food together

He would play you guitar

You would lay on his lap, reading a book

You would cloud gaze with him too, cheesy I know

Sometimes you would drag him on arcade dates

You would always kick his ass at air hockey

But he would always win at ping pong

Sometimes, however, he would act more of your best friend then-boyfriend

You two would sleep over and jump on the bed

Watch trash TV

Talk about how cute Thanos is

But always, and I mean always, you two would cuddle each other and makeout before falling asleep

However, you two would always be the biggest crackheads ever

You two would laugh at nothing

Crackhead energy would keep you two up at night

But it didn’t matter too much, because Alex is always the fucking crackhead

[bakaboomeruwu]

If this boi has stolen all your uwus....you know he is the damn one

😔 *sad yeehaw in the distance*

[cardbox-productions]

You guessed it, another imagine (feat. a horrible pun)

[jubileeq]

𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙣 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙨 | 𝙦𝙪𝙖𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙩𝙮𝙝𝙦

y/n's pov.

though Alex and I were still friends, there was still some awkward energy the surrounded the two of us. actually, I wouldn't even place our relationship with friends, we were just okay. nothing had been the same after we had broken up with each other even if the feelings were mutual, right?

To say the most, Alex and I's relationship wasn't public with the world, but that didn't end the awkwardness of his fans shipping us, which still remained. Before we had broken up with each other, we were like best friends, and basically recorded every single video together. After our relationship plummeted, we had decided to take a break from filming together, causing his entire fanbase to wonder.

We had decided to stay friends, and that was that.

alex's pov.

When y/n and I broke up I was broken.  I guess it was destined to happen along the line, especially dating your best friend. We both felt that it was best to end things before things got too serious. We had school, and eventually college, and our YouTube channels to work on. It was just too much stress for both of us to see each other. I had hoped that things would be cool between us, but that wasn't the case. Every discord call between the gang was awkward and quiet from our parts, so we limited our video time together to distance ourselves for a while. I don't know how long that would last, as we were both going to Vidcon in a few days with the whole group, which couldn't make things any more awkward.

---------------- y/n's pov.

Of course, our friends knew about the whole fiasco between Alex and me, and the news of us dating before. But I wouldn't let some stupid relationship break up to ruin our weekend together as an entire group. So, I decided to join them, just to hang out with everyone as friends. Alex decided to join too, I mean, it's not every day we get to spend a whole weekend with each other. We'd spend this whole weekend as friends, nothing more.

alex's pov.

After Aksel had continuously bugged me to join everyone to Vidcon I eventually gave in. Even though y/n was going, we could just act like nothing ever happened between us, and have fun. It wouldn't be all that bad, right? It'd just be a group of friends hanging out with each other. Nothing will happen.

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[groovygladiatorsheep]

imagine having so many OCs you need two masterposts

I’m pretty proud of that aksually, I think I’m gonna flex even more and create a third Masterpost soon

💪 you call it obsession, I call it passion/hj

[markets]

Everyone go watch aksually rn. Idc if he isnt live.. imagine a stream of his in your head and watch that

[krisgoatpher]

for people who can't read it cuz its going too fast here's a transcript <3

1. Notch: "I'm not one to speak ill of the dead, but yeah, Minecraft's a little bit dead."

2.: Text on screen: "notch gets his ass beat by the entire mc community"

3: BoomerNA (BoomrNA): "My dumpy is fucking massive + Trans Rights <3 + Ratio" (4.5k retweets, 101.5k likes)

4. Gizzy Gazza (GizzyGazza): "no one asked btw trans rights"

5. SNIFFERISH (snifferish): "RATIO + im gay and love minecraft :D"

5a: (in reply) Larry (TalentLacking): "holy shittt"

6. Colin Smoke (colinsmoke): "you are the saddest person on this planet, and the world knows it. kick rocks."

7. aksel (aksually): "stfu transphobe" (Includes what appears to be a tiktok w/ a picture of young Weston Koury with a heart sticker, an I LOVE YOU sticker, and the words "i love weston koury!" added onto it.)

8. DANTDM (dantdm): "AHAHAHAHAHHAHA"

9. Bulbazorio (Bulbazorio): "imagine getting laughed at by dantdm himself"

10. willz (willztwt): "thanks for making minecraft bro but we don't care about your opinion anymore" (laughing crying emoji sorry im on desktop)

11. Seapeekay (Seapeekay): "think it's more alive then ever personally"

12. aimsey (aimseytv): "didn't ask + ratio'd by a minecraft streamer!"

13. averageharry (HarryButAverage): "notch take" (a gif of a man sitting in a chair?)

14. Velvet (VelvetIsCake): "I'm not the one to call out transphobic POS like you, but yeah, you're a transphobic piece of shit." (middle finger emoji)

15. Yatagaman (yatagaman): "Are you free of sin" (in reply to Velvet)

16. Velvet (VelvetIsCake): "are you free of brain cells? fuck transphobes"

16a. (The image Velvet attached is a screenshot of a notch tweet. In the first tweet he says "Celebrating fucking body dysphoria." In the second tweet, a reply to the first, he adds, "Making it illegal to use the wrong pronouns | THEY ARE THE ONES USING THE WRONG PRONOUNS FUCING HELL" This was gross to transcribe.)

17. bear (bearbubb): "no one asked + ratio + bald"

18. MATT WATSON (matthwatson): "Notch do you like SuperMega"

19. Thinknoodles #/RIPKOPI (Thinknoodles): "Huh (thinking emoji)"

19a. (Attached is a screenshot of a TommyInnit stream titled "This SMP ends in 30 D..." The rest is cut off. It's a minecraft stream. He has 222.9k viewers.)

20. Mefs (Mefssss): "MINECRAFT RULES!!"

21. zyye (zyyes): "the creator lacks knowledge" (Attached is an image of Pepe crying. It's probably a Twitch emote. I don't use Twitch.)

22. Applebbae (applebbae): "ratio from a trans lesbian minecraft streamer"

23. Ori (OriLovesTea): "Ratio."

23a. Larry (TalentLacking): "you got this man"

24. Ryan Brown (Toadsanime): "Hi Notch! 156 million people have played Minecraft over the last 30 days, which far exceeds active numbers while you were there. | It's also earning more year-on-year."

24a. (Attached are two images. The first is a track of Minecraft's Global Annual Revenue that shows it has been increasing by the year. The second is a list with month, average monthly players, monthly gain/loss, and one other. It shows that 156,114,698 (?) players have played over the last 30 days.)

25. Nathan Smoke (nathansmokee): "ratio + I want to kiss a lot of men"

26. Krinios (Krinios): "I made Minecraft"

27. Red (RedVacktor): "The Minecraft community doesn't always come together but when their drunk uncle Noth say's something stupid they rally together better than any other community lol"

28. Helen believes in you (HelenAngel): "(Three gay pride flags.)" (Attached is a gif of a woman waving with large text under that reads "PREACH!")

29. A screenshot of Helen believes in you (HelenAngel)'s twitter bio. It reads "Community Director of Minecraft at ReWrite Media & at jigarbov. A mystery wrapped in an enigma wrapped in a delicious puzzle pretzel. (Greek signs) alumna. She/her"

30. A zoom in on the words "Community Director of Minecraft"

31. Prowl (Prowl8413): "Wait, Notch is still alive? Who knew this?" (A gif of the baby from Good Luck Charlie being confused.)

32. Ryan Brown (Toadsanime): "Breaking: bitter billionaire still bitter that the thing he sold for billions is still doing well without him"

33. Delta (yoimdelta): "don't care didn't ask plus deez gay nuts"

34. Noah (Pikaclicks): "Pretty sure the only years with slower media attention than the year before the game had were 2015 and 2018. This & last year have been extremely popular for the game, so I'm not sure what point you're trying to make here."

35. Thomas Pearson (_ThomasPearson_): "Also while I'm here, trans rights (blue heart emoji) | Douchebag"

36. EmiOk (emiokok): "umm yeah right buddy my smp was trending last night lol. wanna join?" (Two images attached. One seems to be an image saying the user has been invited to the balls smp. THe other is a screenshot of the balls smp trending in the United States.)

37. hun__ter (Hun__ter): "FUCK NOTCH"

38. aimsey (aimseytv): "just ratio'd notch, feeling good :]"

39. Red (RedVacktor): "Notch being mad at Minecraft for adding a Sonic Map is like your friend getting mad at you for making new friends lmao"

40. hunter_hhhh (hunter_hhhh): "microsoft does not work with you anymore because you are actually a nazi"

41. Sniff's Alt (sniffalt): "everyone stop talking I just ratioed notch"

42. SantaDecides (SantaDecides): "Notch is on the naughty list!" (Attached are two images. One of Santa holding a naughty list, the other of Notch's current profile picture.)

43. Rae / Rabies !! #/HearthSMP (RAERABIES): "it's just dead to you because the target demographic is non cishets. Trans rights baby (two purple heart emojis)" (Attached is an image of a man wearing sunglasses.)

44. Sarah Burssty (SarahBurssty): "Attempted ratio by a trans Minecraft YouTuber | youtube.com/burssty | sub for good luck" (Attached is a drawing of them, I'm guessing, in three different environments with BURSSTY written at the top.)

45. Lemon | toh s2 brainrot (anoreo_): "who are you and what did you do with philza, creator of minecraft"

46. phlox (HiPhlox): "retweet to scare notch" (An image of a bunch of confetti and LGBTQIA+ flags falling over a google search.)

47. Phoodu (phoodumc): "minecraft is very much alive"

48. chaseLIVE (chaselive_): "Ratio'd by a pride flag" (Image attached of the pride flag.)

49. Mattthew Graphics (MatttGFX): "more alive than ur hairline lol" (gottem)

50. oli (highkeyhateme): "ooOOOooooOOOoooOOooO does this scare you" (Attached is what appears to be a Twitch emote of someone holding a trans pride heart.)

51. Cherry (WhyyCherry): "Who are you"

52. jshot (jshottt): "ratio"

53. The rest of the video is a sick gif of the words "FUCK NOTCH" in a fiery font.

to lighten the mood a bit.. here’s notch getting absolutely fucking owned

[creativestalkerrs]

what you need to know about Sunflower University (coming soon)

what you need to know about Sunflower University (coming soon)

~ this series will be a mystery/thriller with sprinkles of other genres in it.

~ your favs most likely are apart of this story (here are a list of a few)

tom holland

zendaya 

darce montgomery

sam and harry holland

harrison osterfield

shawn mendes

jake gyllenhaal

bille eilish

quackity hq

aksually

and many more

~ it’s (obviously) set at a university

~ there will be a mix of oc’s and real people 

~ (i will try my hardest) each part/chapter will be filled with  

~ there will be adult themes; drinking, violence, trigger warnings, sexual themes etc.

~ i literally have a whole comp book for this series so i can plan efficiently (the dedication im-)

~ i’ll (again, i’ll try my hardest for this one) edit each character it’s one banner.

anyways, buckle yourself in, because this one will be a fun series.

here is a summary;

College life. Drinking and sex. An education only some can dream of. Sunflower University, the best in the state. Where all the rich, famous and smartest go to. When a sweet and cute journalist disappears and one member of the largest frats on campus finds her, things turn the worst to find out the truth. Unsure if a serial killer is on campus or something paranormal, everyone tries to discover what is happening at Sunflower University.

[renisfan]

"You're just mad because [insert something ridiculous here]"

Lmao it's really just the same everywhere in the world. Reminds me of that one good old Edelstan mini-essay claiming the game is about feminist aksually since both centric characters are female (which was talking about Edel & Byleth because apparently M!Byleth doesn't exist) and Crest stands for p*nis (let's ignore what that will make Edel then) and the meat tree is just like RL men who can't understand the pain of women due to being privileged.

"She's just too popular, and the largest army always lose"

Their copiums are always so funny for how wrong they are, you have:

"She lost only because she won too hard! The largest army always lose!" - easily disproved by a lot of past winners. Also in at least 4 out of the 7 matches she was the smaller army (don't remember how it was like for Edel vs Vero).

"It's all because of the multipliers! The one with the final multiplier always win!" - 2 out of the 3 AHR matches had her having the final multiplier and she still lost. And again without multipliers she wouldn't even stand a chance in the first place for over half of those matches.

"She just can never win a VG match 😭" - bruh she has won 4 times actually including her very first match which was against the meat tree. But let's forgot about those since that doesn't help them play the victims I guess.

"It's always the meat tree who win! The devs are just playing favouritism by giving him all those multipliers" (new!) - lmao imagine being an Edelstan and complains about devs playing favouritism. That statement sounds like someone who have no idea how this mode works at all. And btw the meat tree has done 3 VGs so far with one L in round 1, one L in round 2 and one total victory. Feels very balanced to me.

People worry that this is sending an impression of Japan becoming more conservative to foreign fans.

Well as far as the CN fandom goes I think you don't need to worry about that too much since the general opinion towards JP is already like that anyway 🙃 Actually in regards of 3H people have noticed there seem to be more JP fans criticizing the pro-imperialism aspects than western fans (mostly US fans I suppose) do, so that may be a good thing?

And that the reputation of fire emblem has been tarnished.

I can't speak much about this since I'm rather new to the series. I think in general FE isn't that popular here to begin with (for example from what I can tell FE videos in bilibili doesn't get much audience overall). But the concern is legit like 3H definitely brought more people in but it somewhat feels like it's more famous for its discourse than its actual content at this point. Even people who don't play FE have probably heard of the Battle of Eagles and Lions (aka Dimi vs Edel discourse) 😂. But no one has tarnished their own reputation more than Edelstans do, thanks to that one time they bullied an artist all because they dared to sell prints of all 3H students which contained Edel who they dared to speak ill of (i.e. expressed dislike to what she did in the game). One of them was obviously (in their own words) traumatized by that horrible action so much that they had panic attack whenever the artist's name is mentioned but at the same time also made an alt account that does nothing but stalks and curses the artist. It went on for about 2 years until it's discovered and of course they refused to admit it (while their fellow stans starting another round of bullying), until the artist say they'll call the police that is. Both incidents (the first bullying & the stalking afterwards) got like thousands of RTs so everyone have seen their clownery 🤡

Japanese anon. I will be back home after tomorrow, but I have time to say a few remarks:

There is more backlash on places like twitter, 2ch (garbage place, do not touch it), and famitsu where fans of musou hopes are accusing haters of the game to be fujoshi, dream fans, and having bad taste. Fans of original three houses hit back by saying their accusers are edelgard fans (which to my lack of surprise is true). There are now lines being drawn where edelgard fans are defending the game from its critics, and it is getting ugly, especially since pro musou fans are now directly attacking by supporting shez against byleth, and it has made many people very angry. I am surprised yet not surprised to see that people who like the story are taking very sexist approaches to their critics (one person said, “you’re only mad because a rotten girl hater is the writer and you only care for your ships (cp abbreviation) instead of a good story” which started a big argument in the comment thread)

Pro hopes has been working hard on the defensive though especially because edelgard lost again in the heroes tournament votes. Lol. I can’t say that doesn’t make me happy. People are ready to burn her now for the favoritism she got in hopes and the favoritism she keeps getting in feh. A friend of mine who hates her with a passion closed the voting round with a team of summer houses units and she said “beres and rhea send their regards” and we had a laugh. Someone is circulating a meme of edelgart as thanos in the scene where she and he get their heads cut off.

To renisfan, yes, it’s awful. The younger generation i know is appalled with the message. Everyone says “someone from nippon kaigi was a writing consultant” or “abe’s ghost wrote this” . A people worry that this is sending an impression of japan becoming more conservative to foreign fans. And that the reputation of fire emblem has been tarnished.

I hope your trip is going very well, anon.

I am surprised yet not surprised to see that people who like the story are taking very sexist approaches to their critics (one person said, “you’re only mad because a rotten girl hater is the writer and you only care for your ships (cp abbreviation) instead of a good story” which started a big argument in the comment thread)

Sounds like a lot of what I have seen in English discourse too. "You're just mad because [insert something ridiculous here]"

Pro hopes has been working hard on the defensive though especially because edelgard lost again in the heroes tournament votes. Lol. I can’t say that doesn’t make me happy. People are ready to burn her now for the favoritism she got in hopes and the favoritism she keeps getting in feh. A friend of mine who hates her with a passion closed the voting round with a team of summer houses units and she said “beres and rhea send their regards” and we had a laugh. Someone is circulating a meme of edelgart as thanos in the scene where she and he get their heads cut off.

I woke up this morning to see that Edelgard had lost yet again and had a laugh myself. Water is wet. Edelgard loses a VG.

But maaaaannnn, some of those means are really something else, huh? I did have a peek on the feh reddit page and r/edelgard and there is some major salt. Some people are coping with "she's just too popular, and the largest army always loses". I think they forgot that Rhea actually had the largest army against Edelgard and she won her round just fine.

To renisfan, yes, it’s awful. The younger generation i know is appalled with the message. Everyone says “someone from nippon kaigi was a writing consultant” or “abe’s ghost wrote this” . A people worry that this is sending an impression of japan becoming more conservative to foreign fans. And that the reputation of fire emblem has been tarnished.

@renisfan

abe’s ghost wrote this

Oooooofffff, that's a rough one right there. I feel bad for the man cause.... I don't like anyone being killed like that, but this is also kinda funny, ngl.

A people worry that this is sending an impression of japan becoming more conservative to foreign fans.

I can confirm that yes.... there are some who think this. Unfortunately. Sorry, Japanese fans, but I have seen this sentiment around....

And that the reputation of fire emblem has been tarnished.

I don't think it's too far gone yet. Most fans think Houses is a step up from Fates, and that the musou is just a spin off and nothing to worry about.

There is some sentiment here and there but most feel that the next FE could be even better. Or at least, that is what I have seen.

[creativestalkerrs]

Falling In Love With Aksel (aksually) Would Include; Head Canon

Anon asks; hey love! head canon of aksel? (falling in love with each other would include...)? Thank you!

This is so cute, yes

A/N; I just suck at getting all request aren’t I? I’M SO SORRY!

-you two were neighbors

-you’d see him leave every morning while you went to class

-then you two would walk each other to the lobby of your apartment building and you talked a lot about each other

-then he’d offer to buy you coffee before your classes

-so you began to have coffee with him almost every morning

-you two became friends after a few weeks of this

-you’d knock on his door after class to see if he was home

-he was

-at this time you were in a relationship

-and he didn’t think of you as anything more than a friend

-but as time went on, he would notice small details about you 

-your boyfriend never liked Aksel, he’d always said he was weird

-but you ignored him

-you two began to hang out a lot more

-he’d invite you to watch some Marvel movies because you said something about that being your favorite franchise

-he would notice how your eyes would sparkle in the dim room as you watched those movies

-Aksel knew he couldn’t like you, you were already someone else

-so he’s started to step back a bit

-you asked yourself what you did as you notice that he’d slowly stop walking you to the lobby of your apartment building

-he one time came knocking on your door at 3 AM

-he was drunk and a crying mess

-he was telling you how much he was sorry for his behavior and how much he was falling in love with you.

-you brushed it off that huge statement because he smelt of hard alcohol

-but you stayed the night with him just in case something happened

-as you sat on the sofa, with drunk Aksel in your lap, you realized that he meant it

-at this point in your relationship with your boyfriend, things have been rocky

-you believed he was cheating on you

-you always kept it to yourself however

-after that night with Aksel, you realized that you loved Aksel as more as a friend, but you also loved your boyfriend

-however, your relationship didn’t last much longer after that night

-he was cheating on you for 3 months at the point and you broke things off

-you went to Aksel with tears down your eyes

-he blacked out on what he said to you that night and you never brought it up until the night you found out your now ex was cheating

-Aksel and you watched movies, trying to cheer you up as you laid on his lap, him playing with your messy hair

-you sat up in defeat and you confronted him about that night

-he was red, but you told him that it was ok because you loved him too

-you both agreed that at that moment it was important to pursue a relationship

-so for a while, things were like it was; just friends

-Aksel let you make the moves, but sometimes he would every now and then again

-like he’d hold your hand when you two walked to get coffee

-or text your good morning or goodnight

-or kiss your cheek when you left for class

-but the moment you realized you couldn’t wait anymore was when you saw him and your heart did the heart thing that told you; you were falling for Aksel

-so that night, you two had dinner and before he left, you kissed him

-it was everything you dreamt of but better

-all that lead up was worth it because you two ended up being together for ages

-you two moved in together as well

-both under sure of witch apartment to move in to, so you just said fuck it and both moved into another apartment on a level below you

-which was nice because you two made your own home

-so yeah, you two fell hard for each other

[creativestalkerrs]

Dear Aksel

best friend!aksel x reader

warning; angst, swearing, heartache

summary; when you begin to feel something more towards your best friend, you know he never sees you as such, so you though. it was only with a letter that he finally realizes before it’s too late

word count; 1.7k

You sat on Aksel’s bed, looking at him while he edited. You loved the man with all your heart, he’s been there for you since every major and minor event in your life. You burst out into laughter as he recorded his lines, completely messing up. Although you always creep around Aksel while he edits, he just couldn’t get a good recording with your presents right there.

“Y/N!” Aksel laughed as your laughter filled the room. “How am I going to finish this line when your breathing down my back! God, you’re so annoying,” Aksel spun in his chair as your back was on his bed, trying your best to keep it down because his lovely mother was asleep. 

“You say that as if I was literally the worst person you meet when you have Alex in your life,” You sat and looked Aksel dead in the eyes. “I’ll buy you pasta to make up for your lost recording,” You whisper, leaning into Aksel, whose face was inched towards yours. His eyes sparkled in the dimly lit room, his lips plump and your stomach had butterflies. What was your heart doing? You swallowed the lump in your throat as Aksel’s eyes burned a spot into your soul. His loving eyes and look warmed you up. You ignored it as if it was nothing, but your palms were clammy… this wasn’t the first time Aksel made you feel these things, but it was getting worse every late night you stayed to watch him stream or edit. You couldn’t understand why this was happening. He was your best friend since you saw him on the playground in the 4th grade. This moment felt like it lasted for an hour. You wanted to resume this moment.

“Deal, boomer,” Aksel finally spoke.

“Good. I’ll bring you some tomorrow then… I should get going,” You jumped up and whipped your palms on your jeans and grabbed your phone. Aksel raised his perfect eyebrow and tilted his head, confused because it was pretty early to leave.

“I thought you were staying the night. I was prepping on sleeping on the floor like a rat,” Aksel laughed.

“Nah, you’ll be editing all night. Besides, I have to wake up early tomorrow,” Y/N lied. “I’ll come back tomorrow with that pasta you ordered,” Y/N laughed leaning into Aksel and giving him a kiss on the forehead. “Love you, egg, try to actually sleep this time,” Y/N softly spoke as Aksel spun his chair back to his computer.

“No promises hoe!” He shouted as you left his room and shut his door. Your back was to the door as you felt your heart beating out of your chest. You felt Lola cuddle up to your leg as you smiled and gave her a pet

“Lola, your good a secrets… I know you know,” Y/N laughed as Lola purred. Y/N clenched her phone and began to walk out of Aksel’s home

***

Months went by, and Y/N finally accepted she loved Aksel in more than a friend way. Y/N never spoke up because she didn’t want to ruin the bond between the two. Even the deep down, she knows Aksel wouldn’t judge and would still continue to break into her house and pet your dog while you were at work. It still scared her. 

Y/N planned on telling Aksel everything. She told Ani about everything she was feeling because Ani understood was Y/N was coming from, about her insecurities and fears and even her strength with her relationship with Aksel. 

Y/N was planning on going to dinner with Aksel and then she was going to go to tell Aksel how she felt. Ani suggested that would be best and Y/N planned out everything. It would be nice for the two to spend some time together, especially since the last few weeks Aksel has been kind of distance with her. It sucked, but she knew Aksel was stressed with videos and streams, so she didn’t take it too seriously.

bing

Y/N checked her phone to see a text from Ani. Y/N read it and with tears spilling down her cheeks, he heart began to break. So this is why he has been distance.  I was too late.

ANI; Hey Y/N. I was talking to Aksel tonight and I have some news I thought you should know. Aksel was talking to Alex and I and told us he has a new girlfriend… I’m so sorry. He said he was going to tell you the same night you wanted to tell him. My heart is breaking for you. I love you and if you ever need a vacation, I will be here. Don’t look at Instagram for a while

Sobbing into her pillow, she threw her phone onto the bed, shaking. How long? Why didn’t he tell her? They were best friends. Her sobs were so loud that her mother walked in, worried. Y/N’s phone was flashing the message sent by Ani and read it, understanding the sobs of weakness and betrayal. Y/N told her mother everything, and how she felt towards Aksel was no exception.

“Why does this always happen to me? Why am I crying about a boy? Why am I crying about Aksel?” Y/N asked as salty tears soaked her pillow, her mother embracing her into a hug.

“Your heart wants what your heart wants, love. Everything will be okay… Aksel will understand… Shh,” Her mother cooded into Y/N’s ear. Y/N grabbed her phone, begging for more heartbreak, she checked Instagram to see a picture of Aksel and his new girlfriend, kissing. 

Her sobbed became louder, but no tears seemed to be coming out. They must have been trapped in her pillow. Her mother left to give her a cup of ice water and to help her throw the night, but Y/N couldn’t understand any of the situation. It just hurts

***

Weeks went by. Y/N ignored Aksel like the plague, as Aksel never seemed to notice. Y/N took up Ani on that offer and made a trip to see her. She wanted to do one last thing before she left for god knows how long. She wanted to write Aksel a letter and give him his pasta she promised that night. 

Tears rolling down the page, smearing the ink. He hand began to cramp as she spilled her heart out on the page. She had to leave shortly, but she felt like this was important before she left.

She folds the paper and stuck it in her pocket. She put the last of her stuff in the car and grabbed the pasta box out of the fridge. The box was in her lap as her mom drove her to Aksel’s house to give him his food, having no idea she was coming only to leave. Y/N put the paper inside the box as her heart started to race. She got out and knocked on the door to see Aksel.

“Hey…” Aksel said with a half smile. “You fell off the edge of the earth, what’s going on?” He asked. Y/N looked down at her shoes and gave him his box.

“Here’s the pasta you wanted…” She said, ignoring Aksel’s question. He looked confused as he took it. “I won’t be in town for a while… I’m taking a holiday,” Y/N avoided eye contact, looking at her boots. Aksel’s long fingers meet her chin, lifting it.

“Why didn’t you say that? What’s been going on Y/N? You’re scaring me. I miss you,” His voice was shaking as you just shook your head, not believing he hasn’t put anything together. Y/N’s mom honked the horn.

“Maybe some other time Aksel… I have to go. Enjoy the pasta,” Y/N frowned as she turned onto her heel and went back inside her mother’s car. Aksel just looked at her, angry and confused. He watched as the car pulled away and left. He tried to understand what he did and why she was leaving.

Later that night, after Aksel’s girlfriend left, Aksel finally wanted to eat the pasta Y/N gave him. Opening up the box, he notices a piece of paper on top of it. Aksel put down the box and opened it, seeing Y/N handwriting.

Dear Aksel

When you’re reading this, I'll be gone and away from you. I’ll be thinking about everything that came for this moment. I wish I could have talked to you, but life made it so I couldn’t. I never wanted to fall in love with you. In fact, that was my number one rule; DON’T FALL IN LOVE WITH AKSEL. But here we are, the butterflies and all. I was going to tell you that face to face, but then I found out you started to date someone else. I found out from Ani. I wish you told me yourself.

I don’t know what’s going to happen now. I need a mental break. Love really fucks you up. You’re my best friend and that will never change. Maybe in 5 years, we can laugh about this, or in 5 years we can ride away in a car that says JUST MARRIED on the back. Who knows.

I hope you live your life happy if I never see you again. Maybe I can date Tom Holland and you can be my maid of honor, but I know, even if I count all the stars in the universe and even if I love Tom a little too much, it would be you I would want to be with. 

Please promise me this, if you never felt an ounce of what I felt, that you treat your girlfriend the way you treated me, but with more love and compassion. I know you never loved me like that, and that’s okay, but please, tell me the truth. I’m sorry I had to run out like that.

Love you,

Y/N

Aksel’s heart broke, realizing you were the one he always wanted to be with. Now, it was too late, for you were in your next chapter in life. Without Aksel.

PART TWO?

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Little Red Dress // tom holland

anonymous asks; Could you do prompt 3 and 17 on page 4 with Tom?

3.“I’m sorry… I get really nervous around you,” 

17. “That looks really good on you.”

Yes! This is my first request, so I'm sorry if it’s kind of crappy, but enjoy anyways!

summary; you’re going to the Far From Home premiere (no spoilers)

word count; 800

warning; fluff

When Tom asked you to go to the Far From Home premiere with you, you were excited to go. Tom and you have been friends for ages and you were so proud of him. You two haven’t seen each other as much because of his work. So, whenever given the chance he would want to spend a lot of time with you. 

Although you were excited to go and see Tom, Harrison and his brothers, you were also extremely nervous, not for the fact you’ll be walking a red carpet with Tom, but for the fact that throughout these years, you may have developed some feeling towards Tom. How cliche. You pushed your feelings far back because you knew you couldn’t see him as you use too. 

You were getting ready for the premiere, wearing something Tom said would look amazing on you and said it was classic Y/N. You were getting ready in your hotel room as you were looking for what Tom gave you. Curling your hair and finishing your makeup, a knock was at your hotel room. You hoped it was Tom, surprising you before you meet with him in a limo as he said. As you opened up the door you saw a lady, around your age.

“Hi, you’re Y/N, right?” The women asked. You nodded and let you in. She was holding something in her hand. “Tom Holland wanted you to have this. It will look good on you. Also, he said that he’ll meet you here in an hour. He would text you this, but he’s paying me so… enjoy I guess,” The women smiled as she handed the bag to you. 

“Thank you!” You screamed as the women started to walk off. She waved back. You shut the door behind you as you lay the bag on your bed. There was a note taped on the bag. It was Tom’s handwriting.

Saw this dress, though you would want to wear it. It’s classic you xo Tom

You smiled, your heart skipping a beat. Tom knew you like the back of his hand. Hell, he probably knew you better than yourself at times. You trusted he’d pick you out something just amazing. As you unzipped the bag, you were speechless. It was everything you hoped for, for your first premiere dress and something tom picked out.

The dress was a short red dress with flowers at the ends. It was simple but not to plane. Tom knew how much you loved the color red, and this dress was such your style. You put it over your head, careful to not mess up your hair or makeup. The dress fit perfectly, like a glove. You went to the mirror and looked at yourself. It looked amazing on you. You smile as you put on your shoes, grabbing your purse and phone, you did some retouches on your makeup. Another knock was at your door. You took a deep breath and opened the door to see Tom, stunning as ever.

“Hey, handsome,” You smile as he took a long look at you, smiling. “Thank you for the dress Tommy, it’s everything I could want. You really do know me better then I do,” You smile.

“I knew you would love it,” Tom smiled. Tom couldn’t stop staring at you. “That looks really good on you,” Tom said, taking your hand, red coming to your cheeks. Your heart pounding out of your chest. “I hope you don’t mind that we go in hands together?” He asked. 

“I don’t mind, I think it’s sweet. You always like to fool the press,” You giggle, fingers intertwine with Tom’s. You did this many times, but now that your feelings have enlarged by one hundred, you couldn’t help but have your palms be clammy. 

“Hey is everything okay, Y/N?” Tom asked as you went into the car. You were nervous.

“Just nervous,” You said as the car began to move.

“Are you sure? You have been acting strange these past few days,” Tom notices, moving a piece of your hair. Ah, fuck it, just lay it out.

“I’m sorry, I get really nervous around you,” You smile, hoping he’d get the message.

“Around me? I’m your best friend…” Then it hit Tom. “Wait… do you… like me?” Tom asked, putting his hand on your leg. You nod.

“Yes, for a while,” You smile

“Glad we’re on the same page,” Your heart stopped by his words “I like you too. You’re amazing and you’re my best friend and I would do anything for you,” Tom smiled. “Do you… do you want to go in as my girlfriend?” Tom asked. You smiled.

“S-sure. Thank you again for everything, Tom,” You smiled as his hand held yours.

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Sunflower University 🌻 Prologue 🌻

The Last Night They Saw Cit Clementine

Summary; How can one night change everyone’s life forever?

Warning; sexual themes, angst, violence, swearing, drinking

Word Count; 4.1k

A/N; Part one will be up on Monday or Tuesday! I’m having so much writing this series so far 

Most universities have frats and sorority's were they party almost every night and hook up with the hottest one there. Sunflower University is no exception. In this school of six thousand students, of trust fund babies, famous celebrities and genius children, there is one main fraternity and one main sorority. Arguably harder to get in then the school itself. The Sunflower House and The Phantom House. Every spirt week, on that Friday, the Phantom House will pull the biggest and most exclusive party on campus. You’d have to be a celebrity, know someone in the house or win a ‘golden ticket’ to go inside. Although the headcount on campus was low, they didn’t want just anyone walking in those doors. They wanted the best. Due to the nature of the fraternity, they wanted all the girls in the Sunflower House to come and bring all of their hottest friends along. That included the smartest girl in the house, Cit Clementine.

Cit Clementine was a journalist for the school’s newspaper. She studied psychology, longing the day to get a job as a psychologist. She wanted nothing more than to help others. A heart of gold and sharp as a tack. Cit wasn’t one to party but she wanted to interview some frat members that night. Everyone wondered why Cit was even a member of the Sunflower House. Cit wasn’t anyone special. The leader of the house, Sadie Nyland said she was hot and smart and that guys would want to bang someone pretty in both the chest and the mind. That’s why Sadie wanted her in the house. Cit never complained, the house was nice and she didn’t have to pay for extra for housing. It was clear that Sadie never genuinely liked Cit. Sadie never really liked anyone. Sadie was brought up with no financial struggles and lived a happy life with everything handed to her. She was even handed a spot at Sunflower University, as Cit worked the hardest she could for this opportunity.

It wasn’t all bad living in that house. It never was. Sadie let her good friend be one of the sisters, Iren La Vila. She was smart, but not like Cit was. She would make out with the football team in the library as she did her cheerleading at games. She was fun to be around and Cit and Iren were lucky enough to go to the same school and even the same sorority. The sorority house was big, but there wasn’t a lot of members, considering its exclusivity. Like how I mentioned before, celebrities went to this school. Not a whole bunch, but just enough for this school to make people wonder what goes on. The Sunflower House had two celebrities. Zendaya Coleman and Billie Elish. A random two for a sorority, but a fun duo. Zendaya enrolled and got in after she found out her good friend and co-worker, Tom Holland would be joining with his friend Harrison and his two brothers Harry and Sam, she thought it would be fun to have some college life under her belt with her best buds and it turns out that they got in the Phantom House. However, Harry Holland, Tom’s younger brother moved out of the house only 3 weeks being there and moved into a dorm so he could study. What a lad. Peaches Carhart, Sadie’s best friend use to have a thing for Harrison but broke it off. Peaches were Sadie’s pet, her messager. If Sadie didn’t want to threaten someone or didn’t feel like asking someone to fuck off, Peaches would do it for her. It was no secret that Peaches was gullible. It was sad because, underneath the perfectly molded silicone, there once was a good heart that turned rotten and she is extremely intelligent as well, but throw it all away when Sadie told her she could get anyone she wanted, including Harrison Osterfeld. Venus Carlberg said she was cursed and it wasn’t one she set herself. Venus was an odd one, popular and pretty and slept with almost everyone in the Phanton House, but she was too odd for her own good. Sadie and Peaches swear she was a witch that got involved with black magic and voodoo, but they never asked nor cared just in case if it was facts. How could someone have such a good stream of luck anyways?

Due to the nature of the sorority, all the girls in that house got ready to get hammered, get laid and have a great damn time. Cit never bothered with spirt weeks, but she wanted to go to interview some of the frat guys for a project her professor, Dr. Jake Gyllenhaal assigned just a week before. Cit believed that this was a perfect opportunity to get the information she needed. Ask the questions, write the article. Cit winged out her eyeliner, pushed up her chest and tied up her converse. She was the 2nd person to be done as she waited around for all the princesses to look good. She knew their makeup would melt off before they got a chance to sleep with Tom Holland and or Dean White, the leader of the frat. 

She went downstairs to get a drink of water to see Zendaya sitting on the barstool, on her phone. Cit and Zendaya had this friendship. Zendaya was beautiful and sweet and not like everyone in this house. She was honestly the most real of them all, even more, real then Cit. Cit filled up her glass as she chugged the water down, Zendaya looking up and smiling. Cit put down the glass and sat next to Z.

“Spirit week is always the stupidest week that this university has to offer,” Cit complained, leaning her head on Z’s shoulder. Z began to pat her head, still scrolling down her dash.

“I know… but there will be free booze and Tom and the boys will be there so it won’t be that bad,” Z smiled looking at the positive side of this party.

“I need to interview Tom for my class. I’m planning on getting Mr. G’s project done this weekend so I can enjoy myself this week. Iren and I are going to go to Grece for vacation. Her family got a house there and it’s much needed,” Cit smiled as looked at what Z was doing. 

“You deserve a vacation and spring break is just around the corner… Filming all of those Spider-Man movies and school is too much. But hey, it’s fun,” Zendaya smiled, getting up from the barstool to get a glass of water.

The clinking of heels coming to the kitchen came closer. Cit looked up to see Sadia head to toe in designer. Her dress was tight and her chest was almost spilling out of it. Cit couldn’t deny that Sadie looked hot, but she still didn’t understand why she would wear all designer to a frat party. The room would be dimly lit and no one would see what bran underwear she was wearing and all those dumb frat guys would probably spill red wine all over her. “Everyone is in the car, come on sluts,” Sadie scoffed as Z finished her refreshing drink of water as Cit nodded her head and laughed to herself. Sadie turned on her heel and left, phone in hand as she was texting one of the guys that they were on their way. 

“Don’t want to keep princess bitch ass waiting,” Zendaya laughed as they both laughed and walked out of the kitchen and to the car. Cit still didn’t understand why they could have walked. It was only three blocks from their house. 

As all the girls talked, or lack of talking, Cit felt a bit dizzy. She looked down and try not to speak. “What’s wrong with you?” Peaches asked, with concern yet arrogance. Cit took a deep breathe in and smiled.

“I just feel a bit dizzy… I’ll be fine,” Cit smiled.

“You better be fine, Clit. If you fucking ruin this for me, you’ll be out of the house in only a matter of minutes. Remember, you represent me. All of you represent me. If you look bad, I look bad and I don’t want Tom and Dean to think I look bad,” Sadie barked. Sadie was more of an arrogant asshole when she’s stressed. Especially when its spirit week.

“Hey calm down, Sadie!” Iren barked back. “No need to take out your stress of Cit... “ Iren throw her arm on Cit, rubbing her back.

“Ah, whatever… sorry, I guess,” Sadie rolled her eyes as she pulled out her phone. 

“Why do you want to look good for Tom or Dean anyways?” Z asked.

“Dean is the leader. Two leaders need to look good, if he doesn’t think I look good, he can ruin me and all of you. We’re rivals, yet we need each other to even everything out. And with Tom, he’s mine. Have you seen us?” Sadie grind.

“Tom isn’t anyone's. What makes you think he wants you?” Venus asked as Z rolled her eyes at Sadie, knowing her friend would never date someone as bitchy as Sadie Nyland.

“Just look at me. I’m hot,” Sadie smiled and winked.

“Do you think that’s a bit degrading? Do you want to be more than a piece of meat for guys to droll over? I mean don’t get me wrong Sadie, you are hot, but you can also be witty and funny. I think guys would like that too,” Cit explained, trying her best to not tell her off.

“Witty and funny won’t get you anywhere. I’m a leader and I have to use everything to be on top… Thank god we’re here. All this chat is starting to make me dizzy too,” Sadie rolled her eyes as everyone began to exit the vehicle. Cit being the last one out. Iren helped Cit, walking her in to make sure she would be fine. Cit walked in the house, music blasting. 

“Are you sure you’ll be okay?” Iren asked at the front door.

“Yea… I’ll be fine. I’ll find you if I’m not. Enjoy yourself,” Cit smiled giving Iren a hug.

“Are you double sure?” Iren asked.

“I’m double sure. I’m going to find some of the frat guys to interview them. I don’t think I’ll be drinking much,” Cit smiled as she grabbed her note pad out of her bag. She looked around the crowd of people to find any member of the frat. It didn’t take long for Sadie to grind up on Dean White or Peaches to flirt and or fight with Harrison. Cit sighed and went to the kitchen to get herself some beer. 

Pouring herself a cup in a red solo cup, she became a wallflower, writing what she saw from the sidelines. She still felt dizzy but it didn’t bother her too much. Cit just though if she survived one hour of this bullshit and got what she needed, then she can leave without Sadie noticing or caring. 

“Why are you not dancing?” One member of the frat asked. It was Sam. Cit smiled as she took a drink.

“I feel a bit dizzy. I’ll dance a little later… Hey, you’re a member of this frat. Can I ask you a few questions? It’s for my journalist class,” Cit smiled.

“Yea, shoot,” Sam smiled back. Sam wasn’t like his brother Tom, although he still was kinder to others, he did hang out a lot with Dean and Dylan, but he got the common sense from Tom and Harry. “What is your project exactly?” Sam questioned taking a swig of his drink.

“My teacher wanted us to ask 5 questions about current events and see how 5 different people respond. You’d be my last person to interview,” Cit bit her lip as she put down her cup and flipped to a new page in her note pad. 

“Sounds boring, but interesting… wait I think my brother has that class. You know Harry?” Sam asked.

“Yea he sits in front of me. He’s a film major, right? Always see him with a camera,” Cit asked.

“Yep… he’s a good director. Anyways, ask away and I’ll take you to dance,” Sam winked. Cit nodded, unsure of how to respond. 

“How do you get your news?” Cit asked, leaning against the wall. She felt even dizzier than before but shook it off as she sat up straight.

“Usually Twitter… I try not to get political. I want to fix that but,” Sam said taking a drink of his beer. Cit wrote down his answer as she put her hand on her head. “You okay? You look kind of pale,” Sam noticed.

“I’m fine, just dizzy… Ah… What’s your major?” Cit asked.

“Unsure how it connects but whatever… I’m studying for Business management, something interesting. I hope to start a business of my own sometime in the future if being Tom Holland’s brother doesn’t work out,” Sam laughed making Cit chuckle.

“I like that… I never knew that about you, what does Tom study? Wait, I’ll ask him later. What do you think we need to do about climate change?” Cit asked.

“Reuse, reduce, recycle… Say, drop the questions and dance with me. You can finish up later,” Sam asked, pushing a piece of hair back from Cit’s face. Cit raised an eyebrow and leaned her body.

“Really Sam?” Cit asked with a smirk, crossing her arms.

“Cit… please. I had my eye on you all night and all the other nights. You just need to give me a chance,” Sam winked.

“Sam… please. I’m not into you. How many time do I have to say that? I’m sorry Sam, you’re cute and smart but Phantom House dudes are not my type. Say, if you whoa me, you can pick me up for drinks so time,” Cit smiled as she bopped his nose and walked the other way. Sam grabbed Cit’s hand.

“Cit… I’m sorry if I hurt you. I’m sorry if I was a dick. I know I’m not Tom or Harry, but myself,” Sam begged. Cit sighed.

“You never hurt me. We were never together. Now if you excuse me… I’m going to find someone who can finish up my assignment. Goodbye, Sam,” Cit rolled her eyes and walked away. Sam wanted to chase after her, but he knew she would never feel the same way that he felt. Maybe he needed to let go, but he didn’t quite yet.

Sam looked around to find Tom. Tom could be the only one to talk to Cit. He knew deep down Cit would listen to him. “Tom!” Sam yelled as he saw Tom grinding up against Sadie Nyland and Friday Adams, who dropped out of the Sunflower House months ago. “Tom,” Sam said as Tom looked up basically fucking Friday. Tom rolled his eyes to see Sam.

“What do you want, I’m kind of busy,” Tom said, clearly annoyed.

“I need your help. Please, it’s urgent,” Sam bagged. Tom pushed Friday off and pushed Sadie off, who was too drunk to realize she was being a bit gay with Friday.

“What is it?” Tom asked, pissed.

“Can you please talk to Cit for me? No matter what I say or do, she won’t give me a chance. I just want to dance with her. Maybe if you talked to her she’d listen,” Sam asked.

“Cit Clementine doesn’t fuck with Phantom dudes, you know that. But since I am Tom Holland and your brother, I’ll talk to her,” Tom smiled in his drunken state. 

Tom pushed passed Sam to try to find Cit. Cit was upstairs talking to Venus and Iren. “Mind if I steal your friend for a minute,” Tom asked.

“Tom if Sam sent you, I swear I’m going to kick his ass. I’m not interested in him!” Cit shouted Tom looked at Cit. “Tom… you know how our relationship is. I can’t be with him,” Cit softly spoke.

“I just don’t understand Cit. He would walk miles for you. I’m his older brother, I hate seeing him like this,” Tom wanted to know why Cit was rejecting Sam. There was more to it then not dating Phantom guys. Sam liked Cit for being her own person. She wasn’t fake. Tom would want to be with Cit too if Sam wasn’t so eager to get her. A big flaw when it came to Cit Clementine was she had a hard time listing. Yes, she listed well to her friends, family, and teachers, but when it came to Sam Holland or anyone who tried to throw their love at her, she didn’t want to hear it. Cit never found her prince charming because of it. Iren saw the disaster that was Cit and Sam’s relationship and swears that Cit was philophobic. The thing was, Cit never had a real relationship before, so why was she so philophobic towards Sam? Even Iren could see how perfect Sam was for Cit. He was smart, despite popular belief, a good kisser (she would know; freshman year homecoming game), charming and a gentleman. If it wasn’t for Sam, Cit wouldn’t have landed an opportunity at the Sunny’s Writers Club. Was Cit being a bitch to Sam? She couldn’t be. Cit is nice. Maybe Cit realized this. She looked down the stairs to see the curly-headed twin smile at her as she crossed her arms across her chest.

“It’s called philophoba. Look it up,” Cit sighed as she pushed Tom out of the way and walked down the stairs. She stood in front of Sam, looking him straight in the eye. She swallowed the lump in her throat. “How would you describe our political party?” Cit asked Sam. Cit knew her dumb questions wouldn’t get her far, but Sam was just happy she was talking to her again.

“Fucking shit,” He responded. Cit smirked but it didn’t last long as it fell. She felt awful. Maybe it was the dizziness or the beer, but she couldn’t help but think Sam looked amazing from this angle. 

“Hey, look, I’m sorry if I’m being an asshole… I feel bad and apologizes aren't really my thing but-” Cit was cut off.

“But what? What is it then Cit? You’re impossible. I’d do anything for you and anything to be with you. Why can’t you see this? All these other guys treat you like shit, but I… I would kill someone for you if I had to,” Sam was frustrated and drunk and all he wanted was her. Cit Clementine, but Cit couldn’t love.

“Stop forcing it then,” Cit didn’t want to deal with Sam anymore. She began to walk away from this argument before things got worse.

“Maybe Gabe Miller was right about you… I didn’t want to belive that fucker… but it all makes sense. I defended you when Gabe said those shitty things about you last month. Now I think what he said was true… and your little stunt you pulled with him,” Sam pulled out the big guns as Cit turned around, hurt. Tom, Venus, and Iren were watching this unfold, unsure if they should stop this mess. It hurt the girls to see Cit be beaten on by Sam like that. She made one mistake and now everyone would know because Gabe Miller had a brain the size of a pea and only talent is drinking 8 beers in one minute, which is arguably not that impressive. 

“I was drunk, I barely knew you nor anyone at Sunflower Uni, and I just wanted to have fun. I was still living at the dorms, damnit! You can’t hold that against me, Sam. I said I was sorry, I don’t know what more you want from me… I’m leaving and if you want to, we can talk when you’re not drunk,” Cit protested as she rolled her eyes and went to Iren and Venus. “I’m leaving. Tom… get your brother under control no wounder no girl wants to date him…. I’ll text you when I’m back at the house and don’t tell Sadie I left. Goodbye,” Cit’s voice cracked, she sounded like she was holding back tears from the argument she just had.

--

The next morning was rough for everyone. Everyone was hungover, hungry and tried. Tom and Harrison after every party would go on a jog around Sunflower’s campus. Tom felt bad for what happened between Sam and Cit and wanted to apologize on behalf of his brother, who was passed out on the sofa of the house.

Jogging passed the park that was near Sunflower House, Tom noticed something unusual while passing the park. This route while jogging wasn’t unusual, they jogged this almost every morning and Tom noticed every detail from it. From the cracks in the sidewalk to the fenced flowers. Nothing could get in that bed of flowers, but he saw something was. Tom slowed down to take a look but Harrison, without words, pushed him so they could make it back to there house on time for breakfast. So, Tom pushed it off and he would look at it on his way back, being late for breakfast or not, he couldn’t wonder what got into the flowers, the tall sunflowers that grew. 

Seeing the house come closer as every step they took, they began to slow down, sweat dripping off of Tom’s nose, a piece of his curl hair stuck to his forehead, he pushed the doorbell as the two boys waited for someone to answer. Soon Zendaya greeted the two.

“Hey doofus, why are you here?” Z asked.

“I’m here to apologize to Cit for Sam. They had an argument last night and since Sam is too hungover, I thought I’d pass the message,” Tom smiled.

“Yea… sure, I’ll get her. Come in and get some water,” Zendaya smiled, Tom smelt her perfume and grinned. Roses and vanilla. Z was the only one up, due to the fact she didn’t drink last night. Z was surprised to see Tom and Harrison, sure they would skip their morning job after the party. Tom and Haz went to their kitchen, still shocked at how clean and perfect it was. Tom and Haz were familiar with the house, hanging out with Z and Peaches a few times as Tom and Z would watch a movie as Peaches and Haz basically had sex on the living room chair. Tom grabbed a glass for both of them as they took long drinks. Z came down, Cit-less. 

“She’s not in her room or any other room… She must have gotten coffee or something or somewhere to study. I’ll text you when she shows up. Sorry you guys,” Z apologized as they finished their water.

“It’s fine, I’ll come back later with Sam this time,” Tom laughed. “See you later Z,” Tom waved as they left the house. Haz and Tom jogged their way back, but when Tom made it to the park, he let Haz leave him behind. As he looked inside the fence he saw a shoe. One black conver. Tom, though it was unusual to see a shoe in the flowers so he looked deeper. He walked around the park to see if another shoe would show up. He walked over the bridge and looked at the ducks in the pound, only to see another shoe. 

Tom walked down to the pound to get a closer looked. He didn’t release that this very moment would change everyone’s life on campus. And for Tom Holland to discover, he’d be mentally fucked up for the rest of his life. He couldn’t believe it. 

It was someone, dead in the pool of their own blood. Their throat slashed and their face beat into the point where you couldn’t recognize it any longer. A gruesome scene to stumble upon on a Saturday morning. Tom wanted to look away but he was mortified. The show. The shirt. The hair. He recognized it all. He didn’t want to believe it. He pulled out his phone to call for help. And help he got.

At that moment, where everything unfolded, Cit Cleminetine was confirmed dead and the victim. Everybody wanted to know the truth on why and how and who. That was the last night they saw Cit Cleminetine alive. Now, how will everyone react when she’s dead? Everyone is a suspect. Everyone has a story. Everyone can lie, tell the truth or be the next one in this game because it’s only going to get worse from here. Welcome to Sunflower University.

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On todays menu;

Finishing all headcanon request (most are about Quackity)

Make some non-requested headcanon (imma do some Kappa Kaiju and Aksually stuff)

Write part four of Sunflower University

Write an imagine or two (requested or not)

Eat soap

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i re learned how to write and put my skills to good use